God bless me.. and i wanna follow God whole heartedly..

It's been long since i came here tu blog. After so long, i'm kinda tired. In fact i broke up with vinn for quite sometimes. From dat time, i have a few stead till now i still have lo.. hahas. Now, i'm with a guyy name Iz. 10/07/06 .. this is when our story starts. I really pray that this relationship will really last very very long. >< before him, i actually patch with condrey before. It didn't work out. Before he go to malaysia, how sweet and nice is he, cos of dat, i reali did tot we will have a happy ending. but when he came back from malaysia. Things really change.. he change 360. He gave me cold shoulders, he gave me fake smile, he hurt me lots. I take in as how he treat me till a day whn i couldn't take it animore, i talk tu him.. he did change. but onli a bit.. and it seems like forcing him. So after dat i broke up with him. I didn't noe why ish he like this when he ish e one who ask me for a patch back.. i reali dunno.. dat time, my heart realli shattered.I cried for a few days. Now, i'm happy with who i am with. I wanna follow God whole heartedly. I no longer willing tu put God behind my stead. I believe God will protect me. And if deardearx iz.. if one day, eu got this chance of coming my this blog, i wanna tell eu sth. I wan tu last long with eu.. I'm serious! *muackx* *huggx* i wanna be e one dat tu wait for eu tu come out of army! i miss eu deardearx! =))