falling deeply in love <3

it's been long since i reali get into a serious relationship le.. not as in serious la.. as in both partner reali cares about each other. The past few de .. ish either i dun like dat guyy at all or e guyy dun realli like me but jux ask me tu stead jux hopin tu have some sexual intercourse. I'm happy in e bgr i'm in now, reali i do. Though sometimes dere still suspect, still kinda abit lack of trust. n sometimes jealousy comes inbetween but hahas. I'm happy with him. After e happy times with condrey. I haven't been felt loved. Really never till now. I realli hope this bgr will last. Really. After condrey, i've never been so willing tu give things up cos of a person. bcos of my stead now, i didn't go out at all. I stayed at home and talk tu him on e fone. I miss him realli.. i noe i sux at cherishin but i reali wanna cherish him. I want him tu stay in my life. He fills my mind and heart when i'm bored(i miss him). I know God will guild us. I wanna stay by his side every second every moment every minute. Although he is in army now, i'm willing to wait. I'm serious, I believe in God also i fall in love with my laogong le. Lao gong , if eu got e chance tu come tu my blog, i wan eu tu noe, I wanna wait for eu tu come out of army. =)) i miss eu laogong. fall deeply in love with eu le. <3 I'm so fortunate!!