disappointed..

things were sweet at e beginning whn i'm with him. but things went tough(bitter). In all ways i tried tu make him happy, in ways i tried tu pamper him. but i'm struggling here does he noe?? Whn times i needed him, he ish missing in no where.but whn he needed company, i always right beside him. jux a call and i be with him. I put things behind him, i put him in e first place and i dun expect a return. In someways, i'm lost again. I dunno wad's love again. I dun wanna lose him, i can't deny dat i'm afraid of getting hurt again, i dun deny dat i afraid i'll lose him. but wad can i do?? I do all things tu show dat i cherish him. but he always disappoint me. i really dunno wad tu do or sae. Does he really cares about me?? In many ways, i dun see him care about me but jux care about himself more. He never did care about how i feel. Promise he make, he always break it. Not once, not twice but more den dat. In a mess bahx. write till here. No more mood. sorry. buaix.